An alleged suicide note left behind by fugitive police officer Caroline Kangogo has emerged.
Kangogo, who was on police radar for the murder of two people in Nakuru and Kiambu, was found dead inside a bathroom at her parents’ home in Nyawa Elgeyo Marakwet on Friday.
She is suspected to have committed suicide by shooting herself in the head.
Kangogo was on the run since July 5th when she allegedly shot and killed Police Constable John Ogweno, 28, in Nakuru and 32-year-old businessman Peter Ndwiga Njiru in Juja, Kiambu County.
The 34-year-old officer left a string of messages on her phone with clear instructions to her parents and brother and gave reasons that pushed her into killing Ogweno, who was her boyfriend, and Njiru, who she claims conned her Sh1.5 million.
Her last wish is to be cremated in a wedding gown that her estranged husband could not buy her.
Below is the full suicide note left in form of messages on her phone.
Hi bro, please take good care of my kids. Their father is too much into women because every visit to Mombasa they could vow we go together because daddy's friends harass them by calling them names.
To my people, it's my wedding day - dress me in a white gown that my husband could not afford.
To my parents, I am requesting my body to be cremated to end your suffering. Remember to take good care of my children. For the things in Kasarani, hire movers for safe delivery here.
Nothing belongs to my husband for I started from scratch after he allegedly left us.
For you my love JOHN OGWENO, our love was made in Heaven that's why since Monday, a day after the incident, you always embrace me with love and forgiveness and tell me it is well with your soul despite living in separate worlds. May our kids live in peace, love, forgiveness, success and being God-fearing. REST WELL AND SEE YOU SOON.
To my beloved parents, siblings, children, colleagues, extended family in Ogweno's family, sorry for letting you down. Please find a place in your heart to forgive me. I really feel for your wife and kids. Sorry mama I didn't mean to.
For Peter Njiru Ndigwa, I don’t owe anyone an apology. He conned me Sh1.5 million whereby Sh300,000 I borrowed from my father’s retirement benefits...then he arrogantly tells me he isn't paying and I even found him with a new Probox. Confirm with Corporal Lemiso, she has the cheques issued by Ndigwa. I served him right.
Depression is real, please assist those you know. My divorce pushed me to be inhuman. My father disowned me due to a failed marriage. My husband was allegedly first in calling my father and my brother to cover up his mistakes and they all fell into his trap.
Since I met you, my husband, I have never known peace due to your mistreatments. Always allegedly chasing after women tortured me physically, mentally and the likes of Peter Ndigwa. Since everything happened please take good care of our kids and don’t neglect them - as your first wife. Please don’t take advantage of love...
From Tuesday, I was in Mombasa and always saw you being picked and dropped. I wanted to kill you but I sympathised with my kids. I forgave you. I hope you do the same.
The status quo remains in force. My husband dumped me for another woman so it means my parents will bury my body, my two plots kindly as written in my divorce contact RK agencies for the second title because one title is in my house in Kasarani.
To Kenya Police, I went through stress OCS [name withheld] of Nakuru put me through hell when I resisted sex. He couldn't understand my son's asthmatic condition and my ulcers and admissions in the hospital. I hope you are now happy.
With the little money, you get please pay brother Chumbas full fees and rent because I was his hope so as to assist his parents and siblings. Kindly adhere to my instructions.
I am Caroline Chemutai, the killer cop, thanks to Mr Cliff Ombeta. All the best. Also, let father manage everything because I trust and love him. I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOODBYE TILL WE MEET AGAIN.